哇，不知不觉已经来到了2006年的尾声，再过三天就是2007年了，真是让我感叹光阴的流逝，岁月的匆匆啊。。这一年是我成长过程中的一个重要阶段，毕竟在这一年我也可说得上是经历了不少的‘风风雨雨’。。哈哈，其实没那么严重啦，只是因为今年参与了不少活动并从中获益不浅，所以感觉上今年是我过得最最最最充实的一年了。
才刚刚结束了忙碌的露营，就必须开始筹备明年的活动了，有时真的让人有种喘不过气 的感觉，但是我也乐在其中啦，毕竟是有一班好友们一起努力，而不是孤身作战，所以希望所有的活动都能顺顺利利咯。现在就先让我回首今年所参加过的活动，好好地整理我凌乱的回忆。。
首先，应该是吉圣的比赛吧，这也占据了我有大半年的时间，所以这些回忆想必已经深深地烙印在我心中直到永远了，我不敢保证我能清清楚楚地记得所有的一切，我只知道我不可能会忘记这一切。。我是今年Competition'06的NC1，通过这比赛，我真的从其他seniors身上学了不少东西，也的确成长了(只是在思想方面啦，哈哈)。。不但如此，我得到了许多我所意想不到的东西，就好像
友谊。。可能这也是我那么喜欢这回忆的原因之一吧。这个比赛让我认识并了解了很多人，明白友谊的可贵，所以我的友情观也因此改变了--朋友不需要多，只要是知心的一两个就已经足够了。也很感谢我的好友们，总是在我有困难时，不计较的伸出援手，助我一臂之力，以渡过难关。所以，我觉得自己真的是有够幸运的。。在参加比赛的过程中我遇到了不少难题，就比如是友情上的沟通有问题，与家人的沟通有问题。。这真让我的头快肿得一个头两个大，快要爆炸！所幸的是，最后所有的事情都能迎刃而解，这真的让我很感谢家人们的体谅，朋友们的原谅。。虽然我们成功地在这比赛中夺得一个奖项，但这并不是构成我对这比赛充满回忆的原因，最主要的莫过于是交到知心好友。。因为他们的陪伴，我过了有意义的一年。。心中的感激不知如何才能表达，只能很诚恳地向你们说一声：谢谢你们！Thanks！我真的很舍不得这段回忆，我
想回到过去。。
再来的活动就是
Training Course'06咯。以前老是期待着上form3 lead members的日子，但现在觉得这想法很幼稚，因为要lead members并不是想像中容易啊。今年的Training Course给我不一样的感觉，我不知道为什么，但这就是我的感觉。。可能是因为要开始学习带领members了吧，所以肩膀上似乎多了些责任要扛起来。。老实说，虽然肩膀上负担着一些责任，但我还是很享受这个活动，毕竟是最后一年参加Training Course了，以后想要都没机会咯，伤心啊。。
过后，就很’幸运‘地被选为
Perbarisan的
AFM1,这是我的第一个Activity。拿到这个post不懂是可喜还是可悲啊？因为我对这些东西都一窍不通，真奇怪为什么会被‘看中’。。-_-” 对我来说，我做得很糟糕，如果不是其他人的帮忙，我大概会出很大很大的糗吧。我真差劲。。无论如何，检讨会时并没被炸得很惨，有点惊讶。。嘻嘻。。但那天还是蛮享受的，因为筹备时那一起努力的感觉。。
我在吉圣的第二个activity就是
Intersquad‘06的
subQm,这个post还满意啦，因为在这方面较有兴趣，嘻嘻，而且做sub的感觉比较好，不会那么压力。。不过真的是好累好累哟，一直要搬这个搬那个的，但是真的是学到了很多东西啦，也明白到要办一个activity不是说你想要做就做的，它需要大家的分工合作，真的有点后悔从前不珍惜seniors们所举办的activity。。对于这个post，也没什么可谈了，只能说是个很忙很累的post。。
另一个很特别的回忆就是form4 seniors为我们form3举办的Leadership Camp。他们说这个camp的宗旨是要我们这群即将成为领导层的members学习如何搞好一个
activity@games。。我还记得在检讨会时朝忠说过的要通过一个game的条件，那就是--1)要安全 2)要有意义 3)要有趣。。我想这三个条件我永远不会忘记吧，因为实在是印象深刻，哈哈。。而且在这个camp的team里面，每一个members都是很要好的朋友，真的好有缘啊，只是无奈无法与妍伊同team,这是一个遗憾。。我还记得我们自己所准备的午餐非常丰富呢，有意大利面，燕菜，水果等等。。。是不是听到都会流口水？哈哈。这也要谢谢芊伊和她家人的帮忙，我们才能吃得那么丰富咯。。^^
最后一个，但也是最重要的一个活动，莫过于是年度重头戏的camping啦，嘻嘻。。刚抽到team时有点伤心，因为无法与好友们同team，全部都分散到各team，让我对camping无法充满期待的心情，再加上发生了一些头痛的问题。。也可能是害怕吧，因为要lead members 了，不能再象以前那般依赖seniors了。老实说，每次被叫去学手语时会觉得很孤单，因为都不知道要找谁一起，那时有点伤心。。所以会很恨那只’猪‘，为什么她要退出camping。。=( 所值得安慰的是members们都很乖，很主动，不会静静的，让我们有种象家庭的感觉。。虽然有时members会很懒散，但是只要Leader一发火，他们 都会象小羊般乖乖的听话，让我觉得他们实在是可爱啊，哈哈。还记得在camping的前一个星期，我们即将完成的notice board竟然因为一场无情的大雨而毁掉了，真的是让我们都很头痛啊。。但很奇怪的是我并不感觉绝望噢，可能是因为我觉得之前的那个并不是我心目中所想要的吧，所以也有点感谢这场大雨，让我们有机会重来。。应该是天意吧，连老天也觉得我们应该做过，哈哈。。听起来有点象在安慰自己，但我心中真的是这样觉得啦。。更值得让我开心和安慰的是members看到notice board毁坏后，都很主动的说要帮忙重新做过这个notice board，让我心中感动万分。。在那个晚上，我们还一班人一起到鹤汶家去通宵赶工呢，也可说得上是一个很不同的回忆吧，嘻嘻。。说到这里，我想向鹤汶致谢，因为他愿意借出他的家，我们才能有办法赶工。。那时每个人为team付出的样子，我到现在还记得呢。。说起来都有点光荣，因为我竟能熬到那么夜，哈哈。。虽然我们并不是The Best Designer，但在我心中，我们team的notice board是最美的，因为它是每个members合作的成果。。老实说很多东西我们的team都是last minute才赶出来的。。虽然如此，我并不会对 我的team感到绝望，因为大家都很合作的一起赶工，就像是Food Menu。这让我沾沾自喜噢，因为完成时的那份感动，真的是让我毕生难忘。。当时大家就像疯人般地在那赶，拼命地想设计，那时的感觉还蛮爽的，因为气氛很融洽。。也很感谢很多帮我做name tag的人，因为他们，我才能顺利地完成我team的name tag,谢咯。。很可惜的是，子贤无法出席camping，因为他生病了！！可恶咯。。知道他无法出席时真的很伤心，因为我team本来就很少人了，如今他又无法出席，我的team更是少人。。这也不是我伤心的主要原因啦，是因为少了他，我们team就少了一个开心果咯。。而且一起努力到最后，他却无法与我们一起走到最后。。。=( 而且真的很谢谢他，每次叫他帮忙买东西，一定是okok的。。真开心能与他同team，也因为酱，我跟他的友情也变得很好。。camping期间，其实真的非常累到不行，但我知道我不可以倒，所以我就咬紧牙关地撑到最后。。有点自豪能撑到最后，因为我超越了自己的极限。。^^另外一件很感动的事情是我很感谢一个我team的member，因为虽然他的脚受伤了，还是愿意来camping。我曾问他为什么脚伤了还要来camping，他的回答让我非常感动。。他说因为我们的team已经很少人了，他不忍心。。那时真的十分安慰。。。而且在camping期间，他真的帮了不少的忙。。很谢谢他。。另外我还想感谢文森，因为他在Super Universe方面帮了我很多的忙，也给了我很多的意见。。谢咯，’红毛‘，哈哈。。非常值得光荣的事是我team成功在camp inspection时拿了两次的第一和一次的第二，让我觉得不一定人多就是好办事，但是只要团结一致，就算是人数少，也能很顺利地办好事情。。当然啦，这也是因为members们的合作成果啦，所以很谢谢他们。。在cooking contest时，我team的桌子也是最后一team完成的咯，怕了吧？哈哈。。当时真的很担心来不及，而且眼看其他teams都已经ready了，但只剩我们的team，说不怕是假的啦。。但在起桌子的过程中都是非常愉快噢，因为有ex-members的帮忙，然后大家一边说笑，一边一起合力地完成。。很谢谢这些ex-members。。我也很开心我能帮得上忙，因为今年是我第一次留在campsite帮忙起桌子，哈哈，说来惭愧，很多campsite的东西都不是很懂。。@_@。。不只如此，我们的team旗也是最后一team完成的咯，回想起来很好笑，哈哈。。而且也是最矮的，嘻嘻。。很可爱吧？=P 还蛮羡慕C team的campsite，因为很美，而且每次都是最快起好东西的，他们的旗是浮旗咯，真爽！哈哈。。无论如何，我们的team也不差，因为一起努力赶工的感觉很开心。。(不良示范，哈哈)。。我也很谢谢鹤汶在camping期间所给予的鼓励和帮忙，每次吩咐他做事情时，总是很爽快地答应而不是推三阻四的，真开心。。有点遗憾的是camp fire night并不能尽兴，因为时间上的不足。。唉。。莞诒，my good partner-诗旎，翻版SCCRA-柔双，谢谢你们帮我设计的发型咯。。=P 我好’喜欢‘咯，哈哈。。=D 还有，partner啊，谢谢你帮妍伊缝uniform咯，你真的很不简单，爱死你啦。。嘻嘻。。丽爱是我很想向她说声谢谢的
senior@fren，因为她帮了我很多很多,无论在哪一方面。。真的很感谢她，从competition到现在的所有帮忙。。最后，要谢谢organising board的seniors为我们举办了这个activity,谢谢你们。。看来这次的camping我真的欠了不少人人情，哈哈。。。
非常谢谢所有曾经在camping时给予帮助和鼓励的seniors,frens,juniors。。我会永远记得这段“盛耀寰宇”的回忆。。^^ 所有的炫霍，勇遂，武士，扬风们，要珍藏这段回忆噢。^^~盛势凌人，炫霍惊人，勇创天门，创造前程~这些就是我今年所参与的活动啦，不会非常多，但已足够让我忙得团团转了，哈哈。。明年又是忙碌的一年了，我一定要更加加油了，冲啊！^^
哇。。预考终于过了，可以放松了吗？我不知道。。但现在只是很想玩。。好久都没update了，其实在没空之余，是因为懒惰啦，哈哈。最近虽然没以前那么忙了，可是还是很懒惰读书，而且整个人也变得非常懒散，真是的，唉。。我常常想起参加competition时的那段日子，因为感觉真的是很爽，很不错。。虽然那段日子很辛苦，但是说真的，它却是我至今最怀念的日子。虽然回不去了，但它却一直藏在我心中，直到永远吧。。预考的成绩有些还好，但有些却。。其实我蛮满意的啦，老实说。。很遗憾的是有一科不能拿甲，而且还有两科没分，只能祈祷啦。最近是考试季节，所以学校一直都有着考试的那种死气沉沉的气氛，好闷啊。所以，变得有点不想去学校，因为老师不肯收解释信，所以被逼去咯。pmr 就要来临了，时间真的是过得好快啊，回头想一想，有种感觉，好像才考完了upsr而已，没想到这么快就要考pmr了，真是时间不等人的。。我觉得最近的我变了，可能是因为已经闻到了考试的气息了吧，不敢再那么疯狂了，只能等考试过后，再恢复原状咯，哈哈！现在的下课都好闷啊，因为大部分的朋友都有考试，不能像以前那样一起在st john room前面谈着别人的八卦了，哈哈。pra-pmr被取消了，说真的，对我来说，是好消息也是坏消息。好的是因为不用读书嘛，坏的是弄得我有点紧张了，因为这代表着直接到真正的考试了啊，真是麻烦！
考完预考后，我看了一部名为''爱情魔法师''的戏，我好喜欢哦，因为所有的主角都是帅哥美女，哈哈。。当然啦，除此之外，也是因为它的内容深深地打动了我，让我留下一个很深刻的印象。 。它的内容真得很不错。。我非常喜欢。。里面的插曲及主题曲我都非常喜欢，因为都很好听，而且蛮感人的，嘻嘻，符合我的‘胃口’。。哈哈。。尤其是‘迷宫’这首，更是让我百听不厌咯。。
我们的班衣还在努力中，真希望能快点出炉咯，都搞了那么久了，而且也下了不少心思呢。。真得非常感谢那些一直都有参与的朋友们咯，尤其是永桢啦，设计都是他做的，真羡慕他嘞，那么有天分，嘻嘻。。
今天是蕙的生日，可是她却生病了，好可怜咯，只能呆在家里，一直擦鼻涕地度过这一年只有一次的一天，哈哈！我想她看到这之后会气得吐血吧。。 生日快乐咯。。^^
我也不懂该写些什么了，其实应该有很多东西写的，只是我忘了-_-''。。记忆衰退了，伤心。。嘻嘻。。好啦，改天才写了，有些懒惰了。。祝所有在考试的朋友们好运啦，你们肯定是下了不少苦工的，加油哦。。^^
给你们的歌。。寂寞时侯我会看著你寫的信 这是让我努力走下去的原因
一点一滴隨信紙勾出回忆 请相信你的心我永远都会珍惜
难过时你鼓励我继续往前行 在感动时你也会陪著我流泪
我们之间有一种奇妙的感应 请相信 我愿意陪著你不会离去
I'll Never Gonna Say Goodbye就算我们曾经距离多么遙远
答应过 不会忘记这约定
I'll Never Gonna Say Goodbye生命变的如此灿烂 因为你存在
只要有爱就有未来
总在离別前那一刻忍住哭泣
将这份美丽藏在心底 (哼著溫暖的旋律For You)
*Dear 我好想告诉你 在短短的时间里 能把我的一切说给你听
我渴望也希望作你生活的重心 因为有了你我才能支持下去
你知不知道 其实我也想了解你的一切 你的生日 你的兴趣还有你的新发型我想说的我想做的都是为了你
每次见到你都是愉快的心情
彷彿广阔世界只剩了你我都可以
在这些日子里 有快乐也有哭泣
希望你从这一秒开始到永远都不会忘记 。。
woo..yeah!!5!!!exam had finally finished..hehe..so happy..but it's time to wory for the results pula,hate nia..cz i din put much effort for this exam,so i noe my results must be bad..after finishing the exam,it doesn't mean tat i m very free til can do anything i like..bcz the national competition wil jz be nx week..i m so scared..cz much things haven done n settle yet..i promise myself ,this time must not be kelam kabut alr..tml is sunday,and is time to get our results..i dunwan to think much about it 1st,haha..cz wanna be a happy gal 1st,hehe..recently busy wif the exam til midnite only sleep,nearly to be a little panda liao,haha..actually during the exam,i din think much about the results and can stil to make fun wif frens,aih,kek sim myself nia..hehe..aiyo,the wood and the batik drawing stil din done yet..arrghh..hate..really much to do ko lo,must be kambateh!!haha..dono wat to say liao,cz recently nt much things to share,hehe..talk more then..every1,kambateh!!!=)
today is 14th of april..tat is my day for the state competition..many things happened lo..got happy de,got sad de..last nite stil hav many things din done yet lo,such as the preparations for the uniform test n oso the materials,n oso many things din label yet ko lo..made every1 oso very nervous about it..n i really felt sory lo,din help much,n seem to be duno many things such as iron uniforms,make the helpers nid to iron..n really felt sory to helper ya,nid u all to help us to sew the uniforms n iron them,i noe tat it is not an easy job..n very thanks to u all..i m not a good competitor,many things oso r the helpers them help us to done de,last time area was like tat,now even the state oso like tat!!so sad nia...we very late only sleep o last nite,cz really hav many things din done yet,so make we cant sleep properly..aih,sad..but at 11pm like tat,very late alr,so we jz can choose to go to sleep n let those helpers to help us to done all the things n they din sleep oso,really very sorry o..when it is time for us to wake up,tat is about 4.30pm like tat,the helpers stil din done all the things ko,so it is obviously tat how rush it is liao la..after waking up,we went to bath,then nursings start to gel..the gel is so geli la,haha..it is ex-members them helped us to gel 1..very thanks to u all ya..after packing all the needed materials,we went to skul n ready to go to sp liao..i was so happy to c tat thr were so many supporters..haha,bcz of u all,we can go to compete wif more confidents!thanks..as we nid to wait for all the things arrive only can go up the bus,so we went to the toilet 1st..it was so dark lo,bcz at tat time was jz 6am like tat nia lo..5 of us went there carefully cz no light..haha..after tat,it is time for us to go up the bus n going to our state competition journey liao,haha,at tat time i really got a bit nervous lo.. @_@..after going up the bus n make sure everybody has gone up,then the driver drove off..i start to feel a bit de pressure..n i cant sleep as my head had gel,n i cant lay at the cushion..aih,make my head so tired la..n i wan to sleep oso cannot..haha..so i jz lay at the uniforms' test box to take a nap for a while la,better than no ma,haha..omg,after a while nia,we reached sp liao,n it is time for us to compete liao..but after reaching there,suddenly,i din be so nervous pula,haha..duno y,mayb bcz tat it was the 2nd time liao gua..then we start to change our uniforms to prepare for the uniform test..everything were very rush o,wait cant found 3,4 n 5 de 1st set of trousers,wait cant found 1,2 de 1st set uniform,haha,so funny la..hehe..but luckily,we found them after a while..but a terrible thing happened..the officer in charge of the competition,suddenly shout so loud at us as we were late for the uniform's test..they said tat we hav late for 14mins,n we must coorperate wif them,so tat the ending time wun be delay n can be finished by 12pm like tat..we were so shock lo..haha,never think tat the officer wil be so fierce..then after choosing team,we start our uniform's test..another horrible thing happened..my judge was tat officer..omg,y so geli de..n i hav been scolded by him as bcz i tot tat he wan to check our fingernails,so i said up,mana tau he shoot me n said 'i got ask u to do so meh?'..smth like tat la..wah,make me so scare n start to sweat a lot,haha..but luckily lastly i can calm down,haha..after the uniforms' test,we straight away went to do the home nursing..it was not a dificult case,n can say to be quite easy la,hehe..we jz nid to do an oral temperature tray,then side to side bed making,breakfast tray n help the patient to walk around..tats all..but i think i din did it well..haha,every 1st thing we did during the competition oso cant be very satisfied de lo,haha..after the home nursing,then we went bek to the bilik kurungan..another oficer in charge called us to go for marching pula..so we quickly went to find our marching shoes..but..we cant found it!!!omg,tat time i got a bit panic,cz the officer is waiting for us n he seem to be not so patient,haha..but luckily,we found it..then we faster changed the shoes n went to the marching place..woo..we rush to there,so we sweat a lot..but jz now tat officer suddenly bcm so frenly n called us to walk slowly so tat got energy to march,wao,so touch,haha...so,we slowly walk to there n get ready when the judge ask us to start..then,we start the marching..got a bit not neat la i think,but stil ok la,we wil put more effort de..after the marching,we went bek to bilik kurungan n waiting for them to call us to go to do the short case..at the bilik kurungan,i try to tell my members dun be panic n so tat we can perform better..we wait at there fot quite a long time la,then NA came back from marching,they were so happy n they were oso waiting for the case..then,it 's time to start the short case liao,after preparing all the materials needed,then we immediately go down,cz scare wil be scolded again,haha..we nid to wait at outside 1st as sin meng NC stil din done the case yet..finally,they came out n it's time for us to perform our last thing -short case..hehe..we walked in there wif a nervous mood gua i think..then after reporting,judge gv us the question paper n ask us to discuss,the time given is 11mins..then we kin kin start our discussion..it was a case tat about a boy accidentally pour the water on the floor n he fell down n turned unconcsious..then there is bleeding at his forehead there..tats all..not so difficult gua..then we start our case once finish discussing..this case i think we did it well la,but stil hav something we did wrong la..but i really felt happy wif this case,cz seem to be like no cool 1,haha,quite hot lo,hehe..but it's a pity tat the judge dunwan to gv us to transport as the time was up,haha..i was so happy to c tat chia huay talk so loud ,haha..=p..n huai ying bandaging of the forehead bleeding oso very good,huai xing's communicating there oso wun be too panic..overall is good la..but i din finish my general checking,cz time's up alr..haha..but nvm la,cz we really felt very happy after doing the case..after done the case,our supporters clap hands for us,so happy lo..haha..then we walked back to our bilik kurungan happily..then we felt relax n jz sembang in the bilik kurung until NA came back,then we sembang together,as they oso done all alr..their case oso very good o,got praised by the judge,hehe..so happy nia tat time..we sembang until they informed us to go to canteen to hav our lunch n wil announce the results then...i cant finish eating my lunch,cz at tat time my appetite was not so good,hehe..after tat,it's time to tell the results,wao,so nervous nia..kin cheong kin cheong..haha..ish,the 1st team to be announce is NC,make us very nervous lo..but then he anounce tat the naib johan was sin meng,so i noe tat we wil be the johan liao,yeah...tat time i was so happy til cannot,almost wanna shout out liao lo,haha..then is AC,oso from our skul de,so happy nia..but when reach,NA,i was so sad..cz they lose them,n cant make it to national,i suddenly felt very sad n seem to be no ppl can rely if no NA..=(..so,my happy mood suddenly bcm so down..then AA oso can successfully make it to national,so we r the johan keseluruhan la..but i was not so happy..then we took foto in front of the skul..after tat,we change clothes n wash my hairs which was full of gel,then we bek to bus n went to shop..yeah,it's happy time..haha..but when i think about the NA,i cant happy pula..aih..sad...we went to tesco to shop for a while..in the beginning,i shop wil waiwai,hxing n hying n yyingci them..but after a while,waiwai,wanyi ,yingci n i went to kfc to hav our lunch,so we separate..then waiwai n i went to shop...we did a lot crazy things oso lo,haha..funny nia..n 1 more important thing,tat is today was oso kang 'fei' 's birthday o,haha..happy birthday to him ya..eric n chin en bought a cake for him n we sang birthday song for him during at bus..haha..then,it's time to bek lo..while at the bus,seniors them start to gv the comment on the case..they jz talk about AC's mistakes as the time was not allow them to talk anymore..after a while,we reached skul liao,very fast only..haha..n they oso said tat today 4 teams really did well,mayb jz NA not so good luck...n i oso start feeling very very very sad when i think about tat they cant train together wif us,cant do warming up wif us liao,really regret for din appreciate it...=(=(..after reaching skul, i straight away went to console jane ying,mana tau myself oso tak boleh pi,haha..we cried together..haha..aih..duno y,really feel very sad at tat time..then we went to clean all the uniform's test things,we find our things n put off the buttons..then waiwai n i went bek to hxing's house as we hav thing left at their home there,khwa oso..after a while,wan yi n lee ai came..then we went to 7-11 to buy smth to eat n drink..so syok lo..can play wif them n at tat time really very happy..=)..tats all for the day of state competition..a day full of happiness n oso sadness,quite complicated le..haha..althru they cant make it to national,but the left 15 of us wil try our best to help them to try to win the national!!!
*others de NA oso cant replace u all de positions in our team's heart...kambateh!!!hope tat u all will walk this competition's road wif us till the end..=)
