welcome to a fantasy world,hehe..

2006-12-28T22:46:00.000-08:00

哇，不知不觉已经来到了2006年的尾声，再过三天就是2007年了，真是让我感叹光阴的流逝，岁月的匆匆啊。。这一年是我成长过程中的一个重要阶段，毕竟在这一年我也可说得上是经历了不少的‘风风雨雨’。。哈哈，其实没那么严重啦，只是因为今年参与了不少活动并从中获益不浅，所以感觉上今年是我过得最最最最充实的一年了。
才刚刚结束了忙碌的露营，就必须开始筹备明年的活动了，有时真的让人有种喘不过气的感觉，但是我也乐在其中啦，毕竟是有一班好友们一起努力，而不是孤身作战，所以希望所有的活动都能顺顺利利咯。现在就先让我回首今年所参加过的活动，好好地整理我凌乱的回忆。。
首先，应该是吉圣的比赛吧，这也占据了我有大半年的时间，所以这些回忆想必已经深深地烙印在我心中直到永远了，我不敢保证我能清清楚楚地记得所有的一切，我只知道我不可能会忘记这一切。。我是今年Competition'06的NC1，通过这比赛，我真的从其他seniors身上学了不少东西，也的确成长了(只是在思想方面啦，哈哈)。。不但如此，我得到了许多我所意想不到的东西，就好像友谊。。可能这也是我那么喜欢这回忆的原因之一吧。这个比赛让我认识并了解了很多人，明白友谊的可贵，所以我的友情观也因此改变了--朋友不需要多，只要是知心的一两个就已经足够了。也很感谢我的好友们，总是在我有困难时，不计较的伸出援手，助我一臂之力，以渡过难关。所以，我觉得自己真的是有够幸运的。。在参加比赛的过程中我遇到了不少难题，就比如是友情上的沟通有问题，与家人的沟通有问题。。这真让我的头快肿得一个头两个大，快要爆炸！所幸的是，最后所有的事情都能迎刃而解，这真的让我很感谢家人们的体谅，朋友们的原谅。。虽然我们成功地在这比赛中夺得一个奖项，但这并不是构成我对这比赛充满回忆的原因，最主要的莫过于是交到知心好友。。因为他们的陪伴，我过了有意义的一年。。心中的感激不知如何才能表达，只能很诚恳地向你们说一声：谢谢你们！Thanks！我真的很舍不得这段回忆，我想回到过去。。
再来的活动就是Training Course'06咯。以前老是期待着上form3 lead members的日子，但现在觉得这想法很幼稚，因为要lead members并不是想像中容易啊。今年的Training Course给我不一样的感觉，我不知道为什么，但这就是我的感觉。。可能是因为要开始学习带领members了吧，所以肩膀上似乎多了些责任要扛起来。。老实说，虽然肩膀上负担着一些责任，但我还是很享受这个活动，毕竟是最后一年参加Training Course了，以后想要都没机会咯，伤心啊。。
过后，就很’幸运‘地被选为Perbarisan的AFM1,这是我的第一个Activity。拿到这个post不懂是可喜还是可悲啊？因为我对这些东西都一窍不通，真奇怪为什么会被‘看中’。。-_-” 对我来说，我做得很糟糕，如果不是其他人的帮忙，我大概会出很大很大的糗吧。我真差劲。。无论如何，检讨会时并没被炸得很惨，有点惊讶。。嘻嘻。。但那天还是蛮享受的，因为筹备时那一起努力的感觉。。
我在吉圣的第二个activity就是Intersquad‘06的subQm,这个post还满意啦，因为在这方面较有兴趣，嘻嘻，而且做sub的感觉比较好，不会那么压力。。不过真的是好累好累哟，一直要搬这个搬那个的，但是真的是学到了很多东西啦，也明白到要办一个activity不是说你想要做就做的，它需要大家的分工合作，真的有点后悔从前不珍惜seniors们所举办的activity。。对于这个post，也没什么可谈了，只能说是个很忙很累的post。。
另一个很特别的回忆就是form4 seniors为我们form3举办的Leadership Camp。他们说这个camp的宗旨是要我们这群即将成为领导层的members学习如何搞好一个activity@games。。我还记得在检讨会时朝忠说过的要通过一个game的条件，那就是--1)要安全 2)要有意义 3)要有趣。。我想这三个条件我永远不会忘记吧，因为实在是印象深刻，哈哈。。而且在这个camp的team里面，每一个members都是很要好的朋友，真的好有缘啊，只是无奈无法与妍伊同team,这是一个遗憾。。我还记得我们自己所准备的午餐非常丰富呢，有意大利面，燕菜，水果等等。。。是不是听到都会流口水？哈哈。这也要谢谢芊伊和她家人的帮忙，我们才能吃得那么丰富咯。。^^
最后一个，但也是最重要的一个活动，莫过于是年度重头戏的camping啦，嘻嘻。。刚抽到team时有点伤心，因为无法与好友们同team，全部都分散到各team，让我对camping无法充满期待的心情，再加上发生了一些头痛的问题。。也可能是害怕吧，因为要lead members 了，不能再象以前那般依赖seniors了。老实说，每次被叫去学手语时会觉得很孤单，因为都不知道要找谁一起，那时有点伤心。。所以会很恨那只’猪‘，为什么她要退出camping。。=( 所值得安慰的是members们都很乖，很主动，不会静静的，让我们有种象家庭的感觉。。虽然有时members会很懒散，但是只要Leader一发火，他们都会象小羊般乖乖的听话，让我觉得他们实在是可爱啊，哈哈。还记得在camping的前一个星期，我们即将完成的notice board竟然因为一场无情的大雨而毁掉了，真的是让我们都很头痛啊。。但很奇怪的是我并不感觉绝望噢，可能是因为我觉得之前的那个并不是我心目中所想要的吧，所以也有点感谢这场大雨，让我们有机会重来。。应该是天意吧，连老天也觉得我们应该做过，哈哈。。听起来有点象在安慰自己，但我心中真的是这样觉得啦。。更值得让我开心和安慰的是members看到notice board毁坏后，都很主动的说要帮忙重新做过这个notice board，让我心中感动万分。。在那个晚上，我们还一班人一起到鹤汶家去通宵赶工呢，也可说得上是一个很不同的回忆吧，嘻嘻。。说到这里，我想向鹤汶致谢，因为他愿意借出他的家，我们才能有办法赶工。。那时每个人为team付出的样子，我到现在还记得呢。。说起来都有点光荣，因为我竟能熬到那么夜，哈哈。。虽然我们并不是The Best Designer，但在我心中，我们team的notice board是最美的，因为它是每个members合作的成果。。老实说很多东西我们的team都是last minute才赶出来的。。虽然如此，我并不会对我的team感到绝望，因为大家都很合作的一起赶工，就像是Food Menu。这让我沾沾自喜噢，因为完成时的那份感动，真的是让我毕生难忘。。当时大家就像疯人般地在那赶，拼命地想设计，那时的感觉还蛮爽的，因为气氛很融洽。。也很感谢很多帮我做name tag的人，因为他们，我才能顺利地完成我team的name tag,谢咯。。很可惜的是，子贤无法出席camping，因为他生病了！！可恶咯。。知道他无法出席时真的很伤心，因为我team本来就很少人了，如今他又无法出席，我的team更是少人。。这也不是我伤心的主要原因啦，是因为少了他，我们team就少了一个开心果咯。。而且一起努力到最后，他却无法与我们一起走到最后。。。=( 而且真的很谢谢他，每次叫他帮忙买东西，一定是okok的。。真开心能与他同team，也因为酱，我跟他的友情也变得很好。。camping期间，其实真的非常累到不行，但我知道我不可以倒，所以我就咬紧牙关地撑到最后。。有点自豪能撑到最后，因为我超越了自己的极限。。^^另外一件很感动的事情是我很感谢一个我team的member，因为虽然他的脚受伤了，还是愿意来camping。我曾问他为什么脚伤了还要来camping，他的回答让我非常感动。。他说因为我们的team已经很少人了，他不忍心。。那时真的十分安慰。。。而且在camping期间，他真的帮了不少的忙。。很谢谢他。。另外我还想感谢文森，因为他在Super Universe方面帮了我很多的忙，也给了我很多的意见。。谢咯，’红毛‘，哈哈。。非常值得光荣的事是我team成功在camp inspection时拿了两次的第一和一次的第二，让我觉得不一定人多就是好办事，但是只要团结一致，就算是人数少，也能很顺利地办好事情。。当然啦，这也是因为members们的合作成果啦，所以很谢谢他们。。在cooking contest时，我team的桌子也是最后一team完成的咯，怕了吧？哈哈。。当时真的很担心来不及，而且眼看其他teams都已经ready了，但只剩我们的team，说不怕是假的啦。。但在起桌子的过程中都是非常愉快噢，因为有ex-members的帮忙，然后大家一边说笑，一边一起合力地完成。。很谢谢这些ex-members。。我也很开心我能帮得上忙，因为今年是我第一次留在campsite帮忙起桌子，哈哈，说来惭愧，很多campsite的东西都不是很懂。。@_@。。不只如此，我们的team旗也是最后一team完成的咯，回想起来很好笑，哈哈。。而且也是最矮的，嘻嘻。。很可爱吧？=P 还蛮羡慕C team的campsite，因为很美，而且每次都是最快起好东西的，他们的旗是浮旗咯，真爽！哈哈。。无论如何，我们的team也不差，因为一起努力赶工的感觉很开心。。(不良示范，哈哈)。。我也很谢谢鹤汶在camping期间所给予的鼓励和帮忙，每次吩咐他做事情时，总是很爽快地答应而不是推三阻四的，真开心。。有点遗憾的是camp fire night并不能尽兴，因为时间上的不足。。唉。。莞诒，my good partner-诗旎，翻版SCCRA-柔双，谢谢你们帮我设计的发型咯。。=P 我好’喜欢‘咯，哈哈。。=D 还有，partner啊，谢谢你帮妍伊缝uniform咯，你真的很不简单，爱死你啦。。嘻嘻。。丽爱是我很想向她说声谢谢的senior@fren，因为她帮了我很多很多,无论在哪一方面。。真的很感谢她，从competition到现在的所有帮忙。。最后，要谢谢organising board的seniors为我们举办了这个activity,谢谢你们。。看来这次的camping我真的欠了不少人人情，哈哈。。。非常谢谢所有曾经在camping时给予帮助和鼓励的seniors,frens,juniors。。我会永远记得这段“盛耀寰宇”的回忆。。
^^ 所有的炫霍，勇遂，武士，扬风们，要珍藏这段回忆噢。^^
~盛势凌人，炫霍惊人，勇创天门，创造前程~
这些就是我今年所参与的活动啦，不会非常多，但已足够让我忙得团团转了，哈哈。。明年又是忙碌的一年了，我一定要更加加油了，冲啊！^^

2006-08-10T22:26:00.000-07:00

哇。。预考终于过了，可以放松了吗？我不知道。。但现在只是很想玩。。好久都没update了，其实在没空之余，是因为懒惰啦，哈哈。最近虽然没以前那么忙了，可是还是很懒惰读书，而且整个人也变得非常懒散，真是的，唉。。我常常想起参加competition时的那段日子，因为感觉真的是很爽，很不错。。虽然那段日子很辛苦，但是说真的，它却是我至今最怀念的日子。虽然回不去了，但它却一直藏在我心中，直到永远吧。。预考的成绩有些还好，但有些却。。其实我蛮满意的啦，老实说。。很遗憾的是有一科不能拿甲，而且还有两科没分，只能祈祷啦。最近是考试季节，所以学校一直都有着考试的那种死气沉沉的气氛，好闷啊。所以，变得有点不想去学校，因为老师不肯收解释信，所以被逼去咯。pmr 就要来临了，时间真的是过得好快啊，回头想一想，有种感觉，好像才考完了upsr而已，没想到这么快就要考pmr了，真是时间不等人的。。我觉得最近的我变了，可能是因为已经闻到了考试的气息了吧，不敢再那么疯狂了，只能等考试过后，再恢复原状咯，哈哈！现在的下课都好闷啊，因为大部分的朋友都有考试，不能像以前那样一起在st john room前面谈着别人的八卦了，哈哈。pra-pmr被取消了，说真的，对我来说，是好消息也是坏消息。好的是因为不用读书嘛，坏的是弄得我有点紧张了，因为这代表着直接到真正的考试了啊，真是麻烦！
考完预考后，我看了一部名为''爱情魔法师''的戏，我好喜欢哦，因为所有的主角都是帅哥美女，哈哈。。当然啦，除此之外，也是因为它的内容深深地打动了我，让我留下一个很深刻的印象。。它的内容真得很不错。。我非常喜欢。。里面的插曲及主题曲我都非常喜欢，因为都很好听，而且蛮感人的，嘻嘻，符合我的‘胃口’。。哈哈。。尤其是‘迷宫’这首，更是让我百听不厌咯。。
我们的班衣还在努力中，真希望能快点出炉咯，都搞了那么久了，而且也下了不少心思呢。。真得非常感谢那些一直都有参与的朋友们咯，尤其是永桢啦，设计都是他做的，真羡慕他嘞，那么有天分，嘻嘻。。
今天是蕙的生日，可是她却生病了，好可怜咯，只能呆在家里，一直擦鼻涕地度过这一年只有一次的一天，哈哈！我想她看到这之后会气得吐血吧。。生日快乐咯。。^^
我也不懂该写些什么了，其实应该有很多东西写的，只是我忘了-_-''。。记忆衰退了，伤心。。嘻嘻。。好啦，改天才写了，有些懒惰了。。祝所有在考试的朋友们好运啦，你们肯定是下了不少苦工的，加油哦。。^^

2006-05-30T02:07:00.000-07:00

给你们的歌。。

寂寞时侯我会看著你寫的信这是让我努力走下去的原因
一点一滴隨信紙勾出回忆请相信你的心我永远都会珍惜
难过时你鼓励我继续往前行在感动时你也会陪著我流泪
我们之间有一种奇妙的感应请相信我愿意陪著你不会离去
I'll Never Gonna Say Goodbye就算我们曾经距离多么遙远
答应过不会忘记这约定
I'll Never Gonna Say Goodbye生命变的如此灿烂因为你存在
只要有爱就有未来
总在离別前那一刻忍住哭泣
将这份美丽藏在心底 (哼著溫暖的旋律For You)
*Dear 我好想告诉你在短短的时间里能把我的一切说给你听
我渴望也希望作你生活的重心因为有了你我才能支持下去
你知不知道其实我也想了解你的一切你的生日你的兴趣还有你的新发型我想说的我想做的都是为了你
每次见到你都是愉快的心情
彷彿广阔世界只剩了你我都可以
在这些日子里有快乐也有哭泣
希望你从这一秒开始到永远都不会忘记。。

2006-05-29T23:49:00.000-07:00

this time i wan to write this post,is wan to share the feelings to the national to every1 de..it is a special and sweet memory for me..and i m very sure tat i sure wun forgot those days til the end of my life..cz i had gone through many things there..our national competition of 2006 was held at kl,UTM(University Technology Malaysia)..on 27th and 28th of May..the date and location was same as last year de national..before the competition,we need to rush for many things especially the uniform test things as many uniforms din sew yet..bcz before tat we need to exam..so we jz can do these after the exam..and we jz hav 1 week to prepare for it,so u can imagine and c how rush is the time..at tat week,everyday i also got stay back at school or went to big big's house to do the preparation..and i really very thanks big big bcz she was willing to help us a lot and more than a lot lo..i think if she din help us,our uniform test must be teruk..we did a lot of things together at tat time,such as prepare together ar,eat together ar..then we oso got chat n joke ..although we were rushing for time,but we stil quite enjoy it,hehe..i really spent all of time to do the uniform things at tat week and i think big big and my members them also la..if din rush,really cant finish in time lo..tat wai wai and i r the most crazy liao la,although so rush liao,can stil joking and did a lot of crazy actions,haha..i wan to thanks NA for helping us a lot and a lot..AA as well..they helped us to prepare the materials and polish the shoes..thanks ya..actually at the day tat we need to go to kl liao,tat is on friday,we stil not yet finish preparing lo,many trousers and uniforms din iron yet and we stil lack 1 rank..so i really got a bit scare cant finish in time lo..luckily shu yi lent us her de ..so i wanna thanks her as well..and ziyou..cz is him helped me to ask for shu yi 's help de..and tat day we oso lack of ppl to help,cz 1 of my members late go to big big's house and 2 of my members cant go.. wah..gonna to be crazy liao,hehe..but at last,everythings stil can be solved..realy wanna thanks god..haha..tat day we oso got go many places lo..big big's mum fetch us to her shop to take those boxes then we went to school to put down those boxes as kit hwa need them..then is time to go to cut cut liao..hehe..last time to cut this type of hair style alr,so i quite enjoy la,hehe..cz no nx time alr ma..must be enjoy la,hehe..luckily,the barber din cut till too short,stil can 'go' ko..hehe..then we went back to big big's house again and continue our 'job'..tat is..--->>>iron,iron and iron those uniforms and trousers..haha..aih..now think back,actually it was also very enjoy de..now wan to go back to those days oso cant liao..aih..=(..then big big's mum saw us seem to be cant finish in time liao,so she also helped us to iron the trousers...yo ..so touched nia..she is so good..really wanna thanks her ..then i back home to prepare my things at 6 smth like tat,cz my beg not yet ready..after finish preparing everything,i went to her house to take the iron board and smtg cz her cars need to take too many things liao..then is time for us to go kl liao!!!wah..syok nia at tat time,cz everything has finish preparing!!buhuhu..all of us were very crazy lo..then before going up the bus,we all gathered at the school hall there and the officer wish us good luck and gv us some money(=D),muahaha..to let us buy smth to eat or wat la..then we start our journey to kl lo..actually i din really feel nervous cz i jz wanna enjoy it..hehe..we were very crazy during in the bus..very noisy and i think we were not so discipline la,but we really very enjoyed it lo,haha..then i be dong liao and started to sleep liao..but cant really sleep la..i also duno y..then when reach tol,we went to buy smth to eat as hungry liao,haha..then we get up the bus and started to sleep again
this time we slept til 6 am like tat..we reached a place duno whr lai de..to change half u and wash our face and brush teeth those things la,cz gonna reach kl to accept the challenge liao,haha..when i reach UTM,i really got a very 熟悉de feelings bcz i had gone thr last year to be a supporter..but this year is different bcz this time is i go to compete liao,hehe..and i wanna share 1 more thing..that is i felt quite sad la..cz jane ying din go along..maybe she got smth to do or wat la,but really sad for it lo..cz she is the senior tat i like ma..but..aih..then we need to rush for many things at there again..such as go to register ar..and arrange our thing and then put down all our things..really very rush la.. then we start to bath and everything ar..to ready for the written test..wah..so suai lo..the place i sit during the written test got water de..aih..make me wanna sleep also cant,aih..then we went to hav our lunch,not so delicious de actually but bcz i hungry alr,so i can finish eating it,hehe..then we back to prepare for the uniform test..so syok lo at tat time..bcz we had a lot of joy there..hehe..yi min,meng chia,wan yi and big big helped us to gel our hair and helped us to change the uniform,haha..we had make a lot of joke and had a lot of fun at there..hehe..that wan yi very funny de lo,made ying ci's hair bcm strange then give up to help her to gel and pass to yi min pula,haha..bo lat wif her nia..then is time to be penguin to walk to the dewan besar there..i tot tat we were stil early to reach thr mana tau when reach thr alr almost every teams reach thr alr..then we kin kin walk to thr and ready lo..we need to wait for them to give speech and then stand at there for a long time,torture nia..at tat time,my members be dong liao..and smth happened..luckily,afterward everything is ok..when is time to start the uniform test,i was very nervous actually..cz need to report to the judge,and i forgot to prepare for it..hehe..lukily everything stil gone smoothly and i was so so so so and very very very satisfied wif our keluar baris lo,haha..cz very neat and syok..then a nervous day finally finished..then we back to our room to wash those gel of our hair and then i need to go to check the kit..haha..so syok lo,tat wai wai helped me to wash the gel..her washing technique not bad..(dun fly ha,,=p)but when i washed for her,i really dunno how to wash so many syampoo stil at her head,haha.. then i went to check the kit and the condition was so nervous lo..hehe..then it's time to go to eat..after eating we went back our room to change my cloth..then when we were on the way to go to dewan besar thr,we took a lot of pictures,haha..so syok..then when we went to the dewan besar,we took a lot of pictures again..the conclusion is very very very syok and very very enjoy la,haha..then reach the time to play for the suai kenal liao..the programme not really syok actually..jz we enjoy ourselves thr lo..we cant play till too nite cz we need to sleep early..then we went back to our room wif pn teoh..hehe..she is so cute and she treat us very good o..sayang her nia,haha..she also gave us some vitamins to eat lo,so touch nia..then we chat wif sin ming de NA..we chat and share a lot of things..hehe..they r very cute oso de la actually..then pn teoh phoned me and ask leader to go to draw and see which thing wil us compete 1st..so the sin ming NA leader and me kin kin rush to the dewan besar..mana tau when i reach thr,they said big big helped me to draw alr,kek si me nia..haha..the 1st thing to compete is..short case..i duno should i feel happy or not at tat time..but i jz tel myself to try our best la..then we went back to sleep liao..haha..all of us except huai xing were slept at the floor cz the bed was dirty..so cold lo at tat nite..but maybe bcz of too tired liao,so once i lie at the ground,i kin kin slept alr,hehe..then we need to wake up at 5 smth to ready and go to hav our breakfast pula..after eating,we back to our room,cz stil hav sometime to rest..hehe..after resting,is time to prepare for the competition liao lo..i not so nervous yet,but when i noe wan to walk into the place for the short case liao,i start to feel a bit nervous,hehe..everytimes also like tat de..felt nervous jz before when the case start,hehe..we were bad luck,cz the timer did not count the times correctly and made us jz hav about 6 to 7 mins to do our case,we actually hav 10 mins de,so we hav lost 3 to 4 mins..aih..mayb if hav those mins,we can...aih..nvmla..at least i think we did quite good alr..hehe..then we went for the marching..wah..so nervous..cz i long time din command liao lo..wory my command wil be bad..but luckily everything stil going smoothly..then we went back to wait for our last event===>>home nursing..wah..the case and home nursing 's questions were not tough actually,maybe jz we din good enough than others teams la..but i alr felt satisfied wif it liao..cz we really had tried our best liao ma,hehe..then when it is time to wait for the results ,i really nervous till cannot lo..when the ppl announce tat Kedah NC won the marching, i really wanna jump up liao lo,cz too happy liao and never expect wil get this results..but we din get anything in short case and home nursing,so got a bit down actually..but after a while i think is ok la,cz we really did our best liao..then is time to announce AC de..they din get anything,so we really felt very sad..but we were proud of kheok and Kit Hwa cz they won the written test for the 3rd and 1st respectively..so geng lo them!!then NA won the overall champion..!!!felt happy for them!!!AA din win anything..so we quite sad oso..after dismiss..we went to take some pictures in front of the hall..hehe..everythings has over..i really very berat hati de lo..i dunwan to say goodbye to those ppl..cz we had been together since last year december lo..we had gone through many things together..sadness..happiness..not easy lo..now everyhings has over..i think i need to take a long long time to suit myself..after packing,we went to somewhere near times square there la i guess..to eat and shop ar..we ate at a chicken rice's shop..this is not an usual chicken rice's shop o,cz its chicken rice very delicious,haha..i wanna thanks jenq bcz he treat us eat de,haha..then it's time to back to the bus liao..as we wanna eat ice cream,so we kin kin went to the mc donalds shop which is not far from us to buy ice cream and then we were late to up the bus,so paise nia,haha..after getting up the bus..i be dong liao..and then i slept..on the way back..thr were some funny thing happened..tat is zi qiu and kheok were left in 打油站there..after the bus left for a few metres only we discovered..then lastly i duno how they back..if not wrong should be the ambulance brought them to meet us de cz tat time i was sleeping like a pig,duno much about details,hehe..then i continued to sleep till reach alor star lo..i was so bu she de when i knew tat we reached as..cz it means tat everythings really over..hehe..then i back to home and continued to sleep..muahaha..
i wanna thanks some of them..:
* big big ,bcz she did help us a lot..a lot and a lot..i duno how to express la,but i knew tat she really sacrifice her time much to help us..thanks ya,big big..=)
*i wanna thanks NA for helping us in the uniform test things and accompany us those days..
*AA,thanks u all for helping us to polish the shoes and giving us lecture o..
*AC,thanks u guys..bcz of u guys,the competition road bcm interesting..
*the trainers tat had trained us before..thanks u all ya..wiling to train us these naughty girls..especially meng chia,cz u r the trainer tat trained us a lot...
*ex members tat helped us a lot during the national competition and willing to go to support us..
*my team members..bcz of u all..i can finish this competition road sucessfully wif u all de coorperation..=)
*wai wai..bcz of u..i can be a crazy g@l..haha..
*supporters..thanks for going to support us..
===>>i hav learnt a lot of things through this competition road..so i never regret for joining it,although my family members got stop me from joining it before..i m so happy tat we could solve every problems tat we faced those days together without having any 'fight' and i could finish walking this road successfully..this is a good feelings for me..i hav frenship..and more than this now..the experience and memory wil keep in my He@rT til forever and ever..i LoVe u GuYs,thAnkS u All Ya,i Wil NoT fOrgOt U All de..
++++>>>ComPeTiTiOn,bYe bYe..<<<++++

2006-05-20T05:15:00.000-07:00

woo..yeah!!5!!!exam had finally finished..hehe..so happy..but it's time to wory for the results pula,hate nia..cz i din put much effort for this exam,so i noe my results must be bad..after finishing the exam,it doesn't mean tat i m very free til can do anything i like..bcz the national competition wil jz be nx week..i m so scared..cz much things haven done n settle yet..i promise myself ,this time must not be kelam kabut alr..tml is sunday,and is time to get our results..i dunwan to think much about it 1st,haha..cz wanna be a happy gal 1st,hehe..recently busy wif the exam til midnite only sleep,nearly to be a little panda liao,haha..actually during the exam,i din think much about the results and can stil to make fun wif frens,aih,kek sim myself nia..hehe..aiyo,the wood and the batik drawing stil din done yet..arrghh..hate..really much to do ko lo,must be kambateh!!haha..dono wat to say liao,cz recently nt much things to share,hehe..talk more then..every1,kambateh!!!=)

2006-04-27T07:05:00.000-07:00

after the state,we din hav much training..bcz of busying about the duty n some of us cant make it some times..so i m quite worrying..bcz the mid year exam is coming soon pula,n after the mid year exam,we stil left about 1 week to train n prepare the things only,so we actually din left much time liao..n i think we stil din reach the national level le..hehe..nvm,lets kambateh n work very very hard for it together,then try our best!kambateh o,everyone!!!today,27th of may..a thing had happened n it was quite a special memory for me in my life,haha..today after the recess,i need to go for the hari anugerah performance practise as usual..n as usual,i wil owaz be late,haha..before going to change the clothes,i had to go to pass up my sj folio and return the black trouseres to SY...before tat,i went to sickbay as i wanted to put my things at there 1st..at there,i sawJanice..n there were two girls of my form..one of them had felt down n injured her right arm..she felt pain when moving althru it was jz a slight movement..so i think maybe her bone there got injured la and maybe was something like fracture but not that serious yet la..i also not sure about it..so Janice asked me to treat her..OMG...so terrible..i was so shock to hear that..cz i no confidents althru i had practise that method before..n i din hav confidents toward my bandaging also..furthermore,i worried i wil affect the name of St John of Keat Hwa..haha..i thought about many things at tat time..stupid lo,haha..as she cant move her arm up anymore,so we decided to use arm sling to immobilize it..aih,another mempersiasui thing came liao..i forgot how to tie arm sling liao..yo,mempersiasui lo..this thing i think even form1 member should also noe how to tie la,but me..aih..bcz i owaz train st john sling only,so i really forgot about arm sling this thing liao..so paise nia..aih,so regret at tat time,i should train all the bandaging very well ma!!!aih..then very paise lo..her fren ask me whether i really noe how to tie or not and is the method correct or not..yo,i was so shy at tat time..then i quickly went to ask other ppl..luckily,yan yee was there,so i asked her how to apply it n luckily she taught me..then i ask kang yi again..baru tau the method correctly..so,it was time to help her to tie the sling..
dont know why,i really felt very nervous at tat time..maybe bcz it was the 1st time i treat a 'real' injured person,n when i tie for her,her face looked very painful so i try my best to be more gentle cause i really felt tat she was very very pain at tat time!!finally..after i had tie it,i felt more sad lo..bcz the bandaging looked so terrible n even got ppl said tat it looked very ugly n the padding like the superman lo cz it was untidy...(it said by non st john member but oso got st john member bcz i asked for their thinking about it)..so shy n paise to hear tat lo..even thru i had train for many times,but when i face the real situation,i felt tat i was so useless lo,so wat is the meaning for the training???just for the competition n to win back a cup??omg..if it is really like tat,i think it would be better by staying at home n study..aih..so,at tat time,i make my mind n promise myself to train very very very hard when there is a training,so tat the training wil be meaningfull for me...n oso can prove tat it is not wasting the time..yo..so really very mempersiasui lo..i was so sad at tat time lo..so,i hav promised myself tat i really wan to work very hard for it for this last month..=)..aza aza kambateh!!!=)=)..then this afternoon got training...quite tired lo today,got dance practising,then training,then ballet...hughh..really tired,hehe..but nvm,cz i felt tat i passed it meaningfull..n learnt quite a lot things la..haha..tml wil b AGM..need to wake up early..aih..everyday oso need to wake up so early even thru on fri n sat bcz got training sometimes..really tired,but i wil be very 珍惜it because i know tat i wont hav this chance anymore..everything is coming soon,i wil work try my best n work hard for it!!everyone,kambateh o...!!aza aza go go go!!=)
*thanks ya,大大只..hehe..bcz willing to stay back today afternoon to see us train..=)
*i hope u wil recover very soon o n paise for i had tie such an ugly bandaging for u..
Kambateh!!!.............

2006-04-14T08:08:00.000-07:00

today is 14th of april..tat is my day for the state competition..many things happened lo..got happy de,got sad de..last nite stil hav many things din done yet lo,such as the preparations for the uniform test n oso the materials,n oso many things din label yet ko lo..made every1 oso very nervous about it..n i really felt sory lo,din help much,n seem to be duno many things such as iron uniforms,make the helpers nid to iron..n really felt sory to helper ya,nid u all to help us to sew the uniforms n iron them,i noe tat it is not an easy job..n very thanks to u all..i m not a good competitor,many things oso r the helpers them help us to done de,last time area was like tat,now even the state oso like tat!!so sad nia...we very late only sleep o last nite,cz really hav many things din done yet,so make we cant sleep properly..aih,sad..but at 11pm like tat,very late alr,so we jz can choose to go to sleep n let those helpers to help us to done all the things n they din sleep oso,really very sorry o..when it is time for us to wake up,tat is about 4.30pm like tat,the helpers stil din done all the things ko,so it is obviously tat how rush it is liao la..after waking up,we went to bath,then nursings start to gel..the gel is so geli la,haha..it is ex-members them helped us to gel 1..very thanks to u all ya..after packing all the needed materials,we went to skul n ready to go to sp liao..i was so happy to c tat thr were so many supporters..haha,bcz of u all,we can go to compete wif more confidents!thanks..as we nid to wait for all the things arrive only can go up the bus,so we went to the toilet 1st..it was so dark lo,bcz at tat time was jz 6am like tat nia lo..5 of us went there carefully cz no light..haha..after tat,it is time for us to go up the bus n going to our state competition journey liao,haha,at tat time i really got a bit nervous lo.. @_@..after going up the bus n make sure everybody has gone up,then the driver drove off..i start to feel a bit de pressure..n i cant sleep as my head had gel,n i cant lay at the cushion..aih,make my head so tired la..n i wan to sleep oso cannot..haha..so i jz lay at the uniforms' test box to take a nap for a while la,better than no ma,haha..omg,after a while nia,we reached sp liao,n it is time for us to compete liao..but after reaching there,suddenly,i din be so nervous pula,haha..duno y,mayb bcz tat it was the 2nd time liao gua..then we start to change our uniforms to prepare for the uniform test..everything were very rush o,wait cant found 3,4 n 5 de 1st set of trousers,wait cant found 1,2 de 1st set uniform,haha,so funny la..hehe..but luckily,we found them after a while..but a terrible thing happened..the officer in charge of the competition,suddenly shout so loud at us as we were late for the uniform's test..they said tat we hav late for 14mins,n we must coorperate wif them,so tat the ending time wun be delay n can be finished by 12pm like tat..we were so shock lo..haha,never think tat the officer wil be so fierce..then after choosing team,we start our uniform's test..another horrible thing happened..my judge was tat officer..omg,y so geli de..n i hav been scolded by him as bcz i tot tat he wan to check our fingernails,so i said up,mana tau he shoot me n said 'i got ask u to do so meh?'..smth like tat la..wah,make me so scare n start to sweat a lot,haha..but luckily lastly i can calm down,haha..after the uniforms' test,we straight away went to do the home nursing..it was not a dificult case,n can say to be quite easy la,hehe..we jz nid to do an oral temperature tray,then side to side bed making,breakfast tray n help the patient to walk around..tats all..but i think i din did it well..haha,every 1st thing we did during the competition oso cant be very satisfied de lo,haha..after the home nursing,then we went bek to the bilik kurungan..another oficer in charge called us to go for marching pula..so we quickly went to find our marching shoes..but..we cant found it!!!omg,tat time i got a bit panic,cz the officer is waiting for us n he seem to be not so patient,haha..but luckily,we found it..then we faster changed the shoes n went to the marching place..woo..we rush to there,so we sweat a lot..but jz now tat officer suddenly bcm so frenly n called us to walk slowly so tat got energy to march,wao,so touch,haha...so,we slowly walk to there n get ready when the judge ask us to start..then,we start the marching..got a bit not neat la i think,but stil ok la,we wil put more effort de..after the marching,we went bek to bilik kurungan n waiting for them to call us to go to do the short case..at the bilik kurungan,i try to tell my members dun be panic n so tat we can perform better..we wait at there fot quite a long time la,then NA came back from marching,they were so happy n they were oso waiting for the case..then,it 's time to start the short case liao,after preparing all the materials needed,then we immediately go down,cz scare wil be scolded again,haha..we nid to wait at outside 1st as sin meng NC stil din done the case yet..finally,they came out n it's time for us to perform our last thing -short case..hehe..we walked in there wif a nervous mood gua i think..then after reporting,judge gv us the question paper n ask us to discuss,the time given is 11mins..then we kin kin start our discussion..it was a case tat about a boy accidentally pour the water on the floor n he fell down n turned unconcsious..then there is bleeding at his forehead there..tats all..not so difficult gua..then we start our case once finish discussing..this case i think we did it well la,but stil hav something we did wrong la..but i really felt happy wif this case,cz seem to be like no cool 1,haha,quite hot lo,hehe..but it's a pity tat the judge dunwan to gv us to transport as the time was up,haha..i was so happy to c tat chia huay talk so loud ,haha..=p..n huai ying bandaging of the forehead bleeding oso very good,huai xing's communicating there oso wun be too panic..overall is good la..but i din finish my general checking,cz time's up alr..haha..but nvm la,cz we really felt very happy after doing the case..after done the case,our supporters clap hands for us,so happy lo..haha..then we walked back to our bilik kurungan happily..then we felt relax n jz sembang in the bilik kurung until NA came back,then we sembang together,as they oso done all alr..their case oso very good o,got praised by the judge,hehe..so happy nia tat time..we sembang until they informed us to go to canteen to hav our lunch n wil announce the results then...i cant finish eating my lunch,cz at tat time my appetite was not so good,hehe..after tat,it's time to tell the results,wao,so nervous nia..kin cheong kin cheong..haha..ish,the 1st team to be announce is NC,make us very nervous lo..but then he anounce tat the naib johan was sin meng,so i noe tat we wil be the johan liao,yeah...tat time i was so happy til cannot,almost wanna shout out liao lo,haha..then is AC,oso from our skul de,so happy nia..but when reach,NA,i was so sad..cz they lose them,n cant make it to national,i suddenly felt very sad n seem to be no ppl can rely if no NA..=(..so,my happy mood suddenly bcm so down..then AA oso can successfully make it to national,so we r the johan keseluruhan la..but i was not so happy..then we took foto in front of the skul..after tat,we change clothes n wash my hairs which was full of gel,then we bek to bus n went to shop..yeah,it's happy time..haha..but when i think about the NA,i cant happy pula..aih..sad...we went to tesco to shop for a while..in the beginning,i shop wil waiwai,hxing n hying n yyingci them..but after a while,waiwai,wanyi ,yingci n i went to kfc to hav our lunch,so we separate..then waiwai n i went to shop...we did a lot crazy things oso lo,haha..funny nia..n 1 more important thing,tat is today was oso kang 'fei' 's birthday o,haha..happy birthday to him ya..eric n chin en bought a cake for him n we sang birthday song for him during at bus..haha..then,it's time to bek lo..while at the bus,seniors them start to gv the comment on the case..they jz talk about AC's mistakes as the time was not allow them to talk anymore..after a while,we reached skul liao,very fast only..haha..n they oso said tat today 4 teams really did well,mayb jz NA not so good luck...n i oso start feeling very very very sad when i think about tat they cant train together wif us,cant do warming up wif us liao,really regret for din appreciate it...=(=(..after reaching skul, i straight away went to console jane ying,mana tau myself oso tak boleh pi,haha..we cried together..haha..aih..duno y,really feel very sad at tat time..then we went to clean all the uniform's test things,we find our things n put off the buttons..then waiwai n i went bek to hxing's house as we hav thing left at their home there,khwa oso..after a while,wan yi n lee ai came..then we went to 7-11 to buy smth to eat n drink..so syok lo..can play wif them n at tat time really very happy..=)..tats all for the day of state competition..a day full of happiness n oso sadness,quite complicated le..haha..althru they cant make it to national,but the left 15 of us wil try our best to help them to try to win the national!!!
*others de NA oso cant replace u all de positions in our team's heart...kambateh!!!hope tat u all will walk this competition's road wif us till the end..=)

2006-03-23T08:17:00.000-08:00

Recently many things happened in my life o...hehe...got sad 1 but oso got happy 1 la..but seems to be sad more than happy le..but wat can i do le?i jz can smile smile n then accept all those sad things...hehe..bcz accept those things wif smiley face better than cry gua..haha..so,when i m facing some hatred problem,i wil owaz sit down n think much much 1st,like tat baru wun do smth tat wil regret ma,hehe..i noe my 1st test results alr..i done it not so well..but i wun sad la,cz i really hav tried my best to study n did my best for the exam alr ma,hehe..jz hope to get better results in the 2nd test la..the geo n sj folio make me headache lo..especially the geo folio,cz i nid to pass up it next week alr,tat is by the end of the march..but i stil hav much to do ko..haha,nvmla,slow n steady,hehe..the state competition is oso coming soon liao,i feel a bit nervous again,haha..hope tat everything will be very very ok ok la..last week,i went to kl to attend my cousin's convocation of UTAR...so syok lo them,can graduate liao..hehe..n i saw many ppl gave the graduate student beautiful flowers n oso bought them cute cute de bears..really very happy to c that lo..n oso got a bit touch la,cz they all study hard for so many years liao,n finally can graduate liao,the feelings should be very syok la,haha..but once after the convocation,tat means they nid to start to find work to do n start to fight n to earn money oso,hehe..life is like tat la,once finish this,soon u wil nid to start to do another things..like tat life only wil be meaningful ma,rite?haha..i found tat myself got a bit useless lo,many things i cant help to do 4 my post..aih..tml has another general meeting,n oso is the 3rd meeting..i m looking forward 4 it,cz can play wif f3 members n oso f2 n new f1 members,hehe..like a big family,really very syok..okla,it's late alr..wanna sleep liao..talk more nx time..Z..z..+_+..

2006-03-02T19:25:00.000-08:00

woo...finally finish the area competition alr..but actually i m not so satisfied wif the results that i get...especially for the short case,my performance was so bad til cannot,aih..actually the case not so difficult 1,but mayb at tat time i was nervous la,so i made many wrong decisions,hehe..anyway la,i can finally relieve liao because we could make it to state,cz i got a bit worry cant pass the area 1 lo,hehe..after this area competition,i wil put much much much much much much more effort in the training,so i wun b nervous during the state competition n can solve every problems,then make it to national,hehe..FIGHT for TAT DAY!!!yeah..after the competition,i felt dizzy n discomfort,then i fever...=(..aih,sad nia,cant play after the competition n stil nid to rest at home,aih...haha..this saturday,tat is tml,wil be a friendly match at penang,there wil b jz long case,but we wil stil work hard 4 it n try our best,hehe..do our best,beat the rest!!!aiyoyo,nx week wil b the 1st monthly test liao lo,but i m stil not ready for it yet,haha..n i stil can writing my post here lo,geng le,hehe..this afternoon wil b a duty 4 khey jenq,kar yan,jun kang n me at STAR skul,duno wat wil it be later,hehe..this is my 1st time to duty at other skul,so quite nervous n excited,haha..okla,tats all for now 1st,after the friendly n exam,i wil write more things here..kambateh o every1...=) go go aza aza!!!

2006-02-09T06:15:00.000-08:00

woo..nx week wil b the day tat we go 4 the area competition liao..i m quite nervous about it,bcz stil left many things we have not train yet..at the same time,i oso feel quite excited about it..hehe,cz it is the 1st time tat i wil represent my skul to go 4 an important competition,n i hope tat we can pass the area,then go up to state,then get to national n bring bek the champion cup,haha..it is a beautiful dream 4 me,n i hope n believe tat we SURE can do it 1,hehe..kambateh o,all the cadet n adult teams!=) WE CAN DO IT!!yesterday,8th of feb...it was a nice memory 4 me,noe y?cz our team marching got MUCH improve n let we all got the confidents to go 4 the competition liao,hehe,n the short case as well,wah,really feel very happy with it..hehe..i hope tat we can keep it up til the competition...tml wil b a training in skul from 8.30am to 2pm,hehe..realy felt tired about the training,but it is 4 our own good,so i think it is valuable..we had gone thru many trainings alr,the relationship btw our team members n the 默契got improve much,i think every members oso feel happy with it la,hehe..but i stil feel quite sad wif smth,dunwan to talk bout it...hehe,okla,later stil nid to study,then i write til now la,hehe...kambateh o!!!=)

2006-01-30T08:47:00.000-08:00

hehe,today is the 2nd day of the chinese new year liao lo,so fast o..same like last few years la,nth special for the new year,hehe..at the 1st day of the chinese new year,i went to relative's house thr to 拜年,then received many angpaos from them(yeah..haha),then stay at thr 4 a while,then went to another aunt's house thr pula..then at nite bek home,hehe..althru nth special la,but very happy can reveive many angpaos lo,haha..i bought some new clothes before the new year,hehe,i quite like them la..not bad,haha..hope tat the time during the holidays can pass slowly la,cz i wan to enjoy n play 1st,hehe..after the holidays n when the skul reopen liao,then we sure b very busy n nid to study liao ar,aih..hehe,nvmla,now enjoy 1st,haha..everything gone smoothly..i enjoy eating the steamboat wif my family,so happy lo..long time din eat together liao,hehe..but unfortunately i cant go to fren's house to 拜年,hehe,cz din at alor star these few days,i bek to my home at padang besar thr..today i did a meaningfull thing o..tat is..help my papa's to open the shop together,then stay at my papa's shop to help him,haha,so syok,nvr did this before..so happy can help my papa..haha..yeah,finally can help him,so happy..=) yeah,hapy day o...

2006-01-14T04:23:00.000-08:00

these few days althru r the holidays,but 4 me,it is not..cz we stil nid to hav our training at skul everyday,cz the competition is jz around the corner,tat is 18th of feb..got a bit worry about it..-_-''..wao,now i bcm a black girl liao lo,haha..i m so happy to c tat our team got a bit improve liao,but my perform seems to b getting worse a bit n a bit more liao lo,kek sim nia..now when i gv order,oso wil got not so smooth lo..aih,duno how only can improve..jz hope tat after a few more training,everything wil b going smooth n all the teams oso can perform very well la,haha..yesterday,AC n NC had a training at skul from 8.30am to 12.30pm..we trained hardly,n got seek a little bit improve la=)..then when it is about 11.30 smth like tat,tat time we were training our marching,then suddenly,pn ooi,a officer from KKU,came to school as she wanna find us n tell us smth..besides,she oso gv us a schema 4 the marking during the competition de..then she told us many many things about the compeition de lo,n told us tat the sin ming is a very strong team 4 the cadet teams n oso the adult teams,we started to feel the pressure..i suddenly feel tat we really nid to train very very hard only can get into the national..n nid to get down the sin ming skul really very hard la i think,so i wil train more hardly liao..n b more hardworking in studying the 1st aid things..wish tat everything wil be ok la,kambateh o..=) n 1 more thing i can get thru participated in this competition is the frenship btw my team's members n oso other team's members wif me,i very 珍惜it,hehe..FrEnShIp 4eVa!=D

2006-01-14T04:01:00.000-08:00

omg..the competition day n the exam is coming soon n soon..in a blink of an eye,today is alr 14th of jan..haha,time n tide,really wait 4 no man lo..today was a tired day 4 me,cz this morning i got a training at the general hospital from 9 to 12 pm..after tat,stil got tuition from 2.30pm to 6.30pm lo,2.30-4.30pm is science,n 4.30-6.30pm is english..wah,really feel like torturing lo..haha..jz now during the tuition,i really wanna felt asleep alr,luckily i stil can 'control' myself,or else wil b very paise lo,hahaha...tml is the open day of our school,n we nid to arrive thr at 6.30am as we nid to prepare smth,so early again..aih..so tonite i nid to sleep early again..good pun la,early sleep,then early wake up,we oso wil b more healthy ma,haha,this sentence was teaching by my best best best best best then best best best best best stil no word can describe de fren,he wil understand it 1 la,haha..got a performance tml,so nervous to perform in front of so many ppl lo,hope tat everthing wil be going smooth la,hehe..aiya,din finish my homework yet lo,haha,nearly forgot tat now the skul has alr reopen liao,haha,stil feeling like in the holidays lo,busy 4 the st john activities,hehe..nth much to talk oso liao la,jz hope tat everything wil be going smooth,hehe,yeah.. go!go!go!加油!加油!加油!=p
*AA,AC,NA & NC,kambateh!

2006-01-08T05:37:00.000-08:00

i m going to talk boud 2005's camping..-势伍先锋.this 4 words seems to b meaningless,but actually it brought a deep meaning..cz 2005 was the 45th anniversary of st john,so they gv the camping's theme wif this name lo,hehe..i 佩服them,cz can think such a good theme name,really..this year camp gv me a lot of experience,cz i was AQM1..my team named friendship knight-友谊武士,n there were aboud 19 ppl in my team..as i was an AQM 1,so I nid to prepare so many things especially when my team's QM,zi-you went 4 his trip to singapore after the intersquad competition at 4th dec..so,i nid to handle smth such as arrange the Qm list..i think tat i handle them badly n sure disappointed my team's L,kjenq de..aih,really sorry ya,jenq,hehe..i noe tat u sure felt stress b4 a few days of the camping,cz many things din done yet n we keep on playing,not serious during the meeting,hehe..n wat made me feel strange was our marching competition,we din train all of the formasi at all b4 the camping,n we jz trained the selaku dua pengawal 'kelam-kabutly' b4 1 day of the camping..b4 the competition,we jz discuss the marching formasi kelam kabutly n roughly again,n then told members how to do only but din practice at all,haha..during the competition,4 my opinion,i did bad,n we r not so neat as other teams,but.. we won the champion!i felt strange,but oso prove tat this world is got miracle de,hehe..so,dun feel sad when u think tat u r doing badly,jz 期待奇迹的出现,hehe..til now i oso duno y tat the judges wil let us won the 1st position.. -_-''..i felt tat this year camp was more ''痛苦'' than the 2004's camp,cz during the 2nd nite of the camp,the siren had rung 4 many times lo,i think got about 3 times like tat la,it rang bcz CC wanna punish us as we did a lot of mistakes,such as be late n din ucap ar..wah,the punishments really tortured lo..we had to run,then 'frog jump' n 'duck walk' 4 many times lo..aih..n oso mayb when 2004,i was jz a camper,dun nid to do n think so many things gua,hehe,so i really enjoyed during my 1st year to the camping..b a camper really very fun n syok lo,jz go to play n wun realise tat the time passed so fast de,haha..the 2nd nite was the cooking contest,n 2 Qm nid to go to help the food group,so my team's QM-zi-you n i had gone thr to help to 煽火..bt i feel tat i very 失败lo,cz my fire owaz almost wanna extinguise de..=(n i wanna thank zi-you at here,cz he helped me a lot at tat time n fan me to promote good air circulation 4 me,haha..i hate the camp inspection lo..aih,so 麻烦de..we nid to take out all the things we brought from our begs,then put them on the 麻袋,after the camp inspection,we nid to put them back pula..n the time they gv us to prepare the camp inspection really short,so our action nid to b very fast lo,i really very worried at tat time lo,cz i worried cant finish preparing n many things b 没收by them..then we nid to be punish by them baru can get bek our things liao lo..this year we nid to do a funny thing only can get back our things,haha,when i recall oso feel funny lo,tat is nid to dance lo..each teams got the chance to choose 1 song to dance,my team had chosen YMCA this song to dance,we did a lot of funny action,haha..n wat tat i cant expected was kjenq tat he danced crazily lo,haha,tat time really fun n syok la..n oso during tat time,cz our team many clothes had been 没收by them,so they wanted us to wear the clothes n dance,haha,the look realy funny n i wore many clothes,so i bcm fatter n very very funny...haha...then the most memorable day was during the campfire night liao,hehe..wah,i think all of us really very very enjoyed lo,keep on playing crazily n laughing,we danced many songs like 红红的太阳，孤单北半球，mimpi n 1 chinese song,but i duno wat is it name..n as well as the CW,kjunn n all the seniors,they oso played wif us together,so really very fun lo,hehe..but the CC,wkee,n all the ACC din crazy wif us de,so got a bit pity,hehe..n wat made all of us really sad 1 was the last day of the camping,13th of dec...cz it was the time 4 us to leave all the camping team's members...n nid to end up the 2005's camp liao,aih,tat time really sad n 不舍得my team's members lo..when it was the time to let L n AL say the 感言,really made me very touch lo after listening..hehe..cz b a L or AL really uneasy n hv to prepare so many many things..so,i wanna thank my Leader ,khey jenq,he taught me a lot o things n treat me very good..then my AL.janice...i oso learnt a lot from her,especially the dance,haha..then my team's Qm,zi you,he fix many things 4 me.,help me to carry the activity bag when we were b punish by them..AQM 2,kangyi(kang fei),haha..thanks ya,owaz jok wif me,so tat i wun feel too boring during the camping,hehe..n all of my team's members..the pass few days when i was together wif Cteam-friendship knight or 友谊武士,i wil keep the memory deeply in my heart til the end of my life,hehe..先声夺人，惊涛骇浪，武士之勇，势不可挡！=)
*our team had won 'The Best Team',the St John Cup and the dance of our team get 1st position 4 this year,really happy!=)=)

2006-01-08T05:09:00.000-08:00

wah,today is the 5th day of skul reopen day liao,but i stil cant suit myself wif my class la,aih,so sad..my 适应力so bad la..hehe..n my homeworks thr oso unable to understand completely yet,so wory..really nid to put more effort n cant play play liao,the 1st exam is coming soon liao lo,in feb,haha..duno future the relationship btw my classmate n i wil change to bcm good or not,but i think n hope tat can la,or else i wil b very cham liao la.so hope tat can same class wif toto,but unfortunately,she is in a2,aih..tml wil b another new day,hope tat everything wil b going smooth la..i had gone 4 the training boud 4 times like tat liao lo,but stil feel tat my short case din improve le,cham liao la,start to wory bout this pula,the competition wil b nx month too lo,duno how to compete la..n the home nursing is the worst la,cz din even started to train ko,haha..i feel lonely in my class la,sian..=(

2005-12-30T07:08:00.000-08:00

aih,bad mood,cz i alr noe tat wat class wil i be 4 next year..not a bad class,but oso not a so good class,medium la,a3,hehe...should i b happy?i dun think so,not bcz of i m not going into a2 or a1,is bcz of no frens at a3,hehe..i duno wat m i going to do liao la,hope tat nx year everything wil be going smooth la,i really hope tat i can change to a2 lo,cz more frens thr,so wun b too lonely,hehe..furthermore,many st john members at thr o.haha..aih...

2005-12-25T23:45:00.000-08:00

Wah,this morning jz went to play badminton wif ching shing,li yuen,zi jia,sze xun,kar yan,janice,khey jenq,khey jou,khey junn,chee yang,har boon,min chong,kit hwa,huai xing,huai ying, n huan chen they all.Haha,quite enjoyed n hv much fun le,hehe.Althru got a bit tired la,but really very enjoyed la.We started at 9am de,but i only go to play at about 10am like tat la,cz in the beginning got a bit paise ko ma,haha.After playing 4 while,then everything was ok alr,hehe.Playing with they all very syok,cz can jok wif them.Then,we played til 1am like tat la.This really make me exhausted lo,n oso very hungry at that time.Bcz i din even hv my breakfast,i jz ate a bread 4 my breakfast n i alr burn the fat during playing badminton,hehe,tats y i wil feel so hungry la,haha.We had no nid to pay the money bcz khey jenq said tat jz tell the aunty to count the money into khey junn's account,haha,so today we really very lucky,haha.Hope tat nx time we stil can go to play together la,cz really fun.Today could say to be st john members gathering day la,cz all oso st john members,hehe.N when it was about 12pm,we saw Kean Tatt,really made us shock le,hehe,n then we saw hong wei,lean han n ren haw,really shock,haha.Okla,it is time to hv a nap now,cz i really very tired liao,tats all 1st la,hehe..

2005-12-25T23:29:00.000-08:00

INTERSQUAD的比赛终于都过去了，i got a bit happy n oso sad。。因为我的表现实在烂到不行，bcz of me,拉底了整TEAM的分数，我恨，为什么我在HOME NURSING时，会做到酱烂！！！还有，一直做错STEP，让3不懂得怎样接，TROLLEY也PREPARE到酱慢！！最糟糕的是，我disapointed JY了，她TRAIN我最多次，在SHORT CASE 和HOME NURSING 里，我辜负了她。。都是因为我！！！还有，RS，真的是很对不起你，洗完PRIVATE PART 之后，我又忘记REMOVE PILLOW。。。。！！！！！应该是第五次了吧，我真的是很恨我自己，为什么临时才来表现的那么差。。我恨！更可恨的是，这两天，MEMBERS 的表现都很好，是我辜负了他们。。。。。。！！！！我很后悔，为什么一开始时，不要好好努力地去TRAIN，老是喜欢开玩笑。。。。我不是一个好的LEADER！！！UNIFORM TEST 的PREPARATIONS 也是很烂，让MEMBERS 都不知道应该怎样做！！！还有，NE 从此就要解散了，希望在每一位MEMBERS 的心中，NE 永远都存在，并且不会忘记曾经有过的辉煌成绩！NE MEMBERS：
Result is not everything,it is the ONLY thing!
U all will be in my heart alwazzz...=)

2005-12-24T23:27:00.000-08:00

今天，真的发生了很多很不可思议的事情啦，哈哈。。早上的时候，真的很好笑啦，本来跟JY去学校是要好好的享受和谈天的，哪里知道。。。我们一直在谈camping的东西两小时后，KH突然打给她，她接了KH的电话，就开始了不可思议的旅程了，哈哈。。原来他要我们将perbarisan时向学校借的椅子把它们都搬回去。。。真的可能吗？只有我们两个人勒，而且都是“小小只” 的，哪里能去？？？而且是从sick bay搬到 bilik gerakan咯！！！但因为找不到mr tiah，所以我们又回st john room继续我们的谈天咯。。就在谈得很开心的时候，突然。。。又有人来找我们了，说是有人受了伤，他的伤我不懂得叫什么，叫puncture wound有好像有点不对，可是它的确是puncture wound 吧？嘻嘻。。应该读好书的，有点后悔咯那时，因为他的朋友好像不相信我们st john member的实力，但他们的知识才惊人吧，竟然会有想要直接把foreign body拔出来的冲动。最糟的是，受伤的人竟然还想拿刀片割开他的皮然后取出那个铁丝，真怀疑他是不是真的受伤了？？！！过后，我们觉得我们已经无法帮到他了，只能帮他洗伤口，然后叫他去找医生啦，哈哈。。但很可恨的是，他的其中一位朋友很坏噢，老是说我form2而已，会那么多吗？我相信至少比他expert啦，所以他不应该这样讲我的。。有一点sad。。但过后就比较好过了点。。他们离开要去找医生后，我和JY两人只能叹息着走回去st john room啦。。过后，我们就继续谈着，谈着。。终于，我们都不能忍了，因为饿了，哈哈。。所以决定在十一点时去kfc吃，然后去大观吃laksa嘻嘻。。但，在出去之前，她真的是很好笑的咯，她做了一件事情，可能我会从此学她的吧，那就是。。搽防晒油，哈哈。。。很funny咯当时的画面。。我永远都不会忘记这一幕吧。。过后，我们就一起走出了校门口啦。可能因为我们一直谈天的关系吧，所以都不觉累，幸好当时的太阳并不很猛烈，还过得去啦。。过后，两个不知道该搭哪一辆巴士的人就一起等巴士。因为太阳出来了，晒到了我们的脚，觉得很热，所以就背对着大路，就因此错过了两辆巴士，哈哈，很笨咯。。最后还是决定走路去simpang kuala啦。哇，这真的是很跋山涉水咯，因为途中我们看到了两只蛇，所以真的是有惊无险啊，回想起都觉得奇怪，为什么会有勇气的，哈哈。。最终，还是平安的抵达了kfc 啦。。。。过后，我们就大开杀戒咯，嘻嘻。吃了kfc，我们两人竟然还能继续去大观叫了一盘laksa来共吃，哈哈，真的很可爱咯当时的画面。。之后，就只好去巴士站看究竟要不要坐巴士啦，我们竟然做了一件很坏的事情，坐霸王巴士，哈哈，但也不能怪我们啦，是那个收钱的不pro，竟然没跟我们收，嘻嘻，所以真的是有够幸运的！过后一回到学校，就得去找老师，然后开始了搬椅子的悲惨命运。。老师竟然忍心叫我们两个女子把十五张椅子搬到bilik gerakan咯。但奇怪的是，当时的我并不会累，还很快，我们二人就做好了，连老师也觉得惊奇为何会那么快呢，嘻嘻。真让我们两人都有了成就感，哈哈。但是，搬着椅子的时候，真的是痛苦到不行咯。。难忘的经验啦。。就连要锁sick bay我也才发现到是那么辛苦的，我们两人费了九牛二虎之力勒，最后还是给JY解决了，嘻嘻。。好不容易终于可以休息的时候，YY打给JY，要我们帮忙找KJ的盘，哇，真的是累到不行咯。。又要去st john room帮她找，哇，差点要疯了，但是心情却一直是愉快的，因为我们边找边谈天的，嘻嘻。。最后终于找到了，真是皇天不负有心人勒,yeah。。终于，真的能坐下来吹风，谈天了。。就这样，我们两人坐在马来食堂，“潇洒” 地吹着风，一直谈天到要回家咯。。差不多要四点了，我们就走到pavillion，坐在台那边吹了一下的风，才走出去等车。就这样，我们过了一天。。虽然累，但却是很充实和愉快的一天。。希望还有机会能酱一起谈心啦，嘻嘻。。谢谢你对我一路来的鼓励，我会铭记在心，直到永远的。。谢谢你,你是我永远最敬爱的senior。。

2005-12-23T04:05:00.000-08:00

Hehe,today was really a fun n happy day 4 me,because today i went 4 a duty at the police station with wan yi,bai qin,huan ping,kit hwa & chia huay.Every one also got a bit crazy de,hehe,so really enjoyed the duty today.The police station thr got a 3ppl basketball match,i could see many handsome guys playing basketball,haha.=p They really very 'geng' lo,could shoot the ball accurately n when i saw them playing, i oso got a feeling like want to play with them oso lo,but cant,hehe,sad la..But nvm la,saw they played i really very happy liao,haha.After all the team had played,we had a rest to have our lunch at about 12.30pm.Hehe,it was the time i hv been waiting since morning,cz i din hav my breakfast lo!Bcz we were wearing Full-U 4 our duty,so we went to change our clothes 1st,so 'ngam' le,bai qin,wan yi n me oso brought this year camping shirt to wear,haha.Kit Hwa n Huan Ping din go wif us as they din bring shirt 4 changing,so we bought fried rice 4 them lo.After changing our clothes,we walked to city plaza to hv our lunch.We went to Mc donald n having our lunch there,not cheap o,hehe.Wah,eat till very full lo at thr,haha.I ordered a Mc chicken,then add up wif fries n a large cup of pepsi,then a apple pie,hehe.=) Bcz tat time i was really very hungry.Then we went to food court to buy the fried rice 4 kit hwa n huan ping lo.At 2.30pm,the basketball match start again.It was the 1st 16th alr.Although it was the duty,but we still can sit at there n watch the match,so syok le,hehe.The most let me excited 1 was the hong wei's team 1.Hehe,duno y i wil feel like tat,mayb jz bcz of tat he is the only ppl i noe much gua.(like this oso can??) haha.But his team oso lost finally la,aih,so sad la.=( then the basketball match ended at 6.15pm like tat la.hehe.i quite lucky oso la,cz i got the lucky draw,n i got a pack of 'beras'..haha..tats all la 4 today duty,really fun!